Wednesday, January 27, 2010

January Twenty Seven

This morning is a cold one. Busy day today my girls are starting a bible study tonight. I leave them their and leave the campus. WOW ~ I am not sure how I feel about that. Okay that was a lie. I am scared. I have not really leave my kids with anybody.A few friends for maybe a few hours. Overnight my mom and Jared's parents. Which I still get high anxiety. One of my daughters was taken for 7 minutes. Praige God we got her back and they were not after her they were after my car and it was infront of my house in daylight with 3 of us going in and out of the house. It was the most horrible experience in the world. I still know the sound of my husbands voice when the car screeched away. Also another private thing has happened to her as well in my backyard. That said. Bad things do happen and it does not matter how well you protect your kids and how safe you think a place is. God has protected her so the evilness has not effected. So as my M.I.L. says pray about it don't worry about it. So I will take a deep breath and do that. AND........ oh my gooses. What am I going to do BY MYSELF?????? I am going to find a close coffee shop get myself one of those foo foo apple ciders that taste like apple pie and do some of my HEART group reading and studying.OH! And I am going to wear the most comfy sweats I own!!!!!!

Job speaks his anguish
Job 30:20 I cry to you,o God, but you don't answer. I stand before you, but you don't even look.

Jobs final protest of innocense
Job 31:24 Have I put my trust in money or felt secure because of my gold Wow
I thought Job was saying he was sinless with todays read up until Job 31:34 Have I tried to hide my sins like other people do,concealing my guilt in my heart